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AFI's latest CD - Sing the Sorrow
Fet. Silver and Cold, Girls Not Grey, and The Leaving Song Pt. II
Sing The Sorrow Lyrics
"Miseria Cantare (The Beginning)"
Love your hate, your faith lost You are now one of us Love your hate, your faith lost You
are now one of us
Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all Radiate, recognize one silent call As we all form one
dark flame... Incinerate
Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all Radiate, recognize one silent call As we all
form one dark flame As we all form one dark flame As we all...
Love your hate, your faith lost You are now
one of us Love your hate, your faith lost You are now one, one of us
"Leaving Song Pt. II"
Don't waste your touch, you won't feel anything Or were you sent to save me? I've thought too
much, you won't find anything... Worthy of redeeming
Yo he estado aquí muchas veces antes y regreso
To...
break down, and cease all feeling Burn now, what once was breathing Reach out, and you may take my heart away
Imperfect
cry, and scream in ecstasy So what befalls the flawless? Look what I've built (Please don't do this), It shines
so beautifully (Why won't you look at me?) Now watch as it destroys me
Y regreso aquí otra vez y comienzo
To...
break down, and cease all feeling Burn now, what once was breathing Reach out, and you may take my heart away
Break
down, and cease all feeling Burn now, what once was breathing Reach out, and you may take my heart away
I left
it all behind, and never said goodbye I left it all behind, and never said goodbye I left it all behind, and never said
goodbye I left it all to die
I saw its birth, I watched it grow I felt it change me I took the life, I ate
it slow Now it consumes me
I... break down, and cease all feeling Burn now, what once was breathing Reach
out, and you may take my heart away
Break down, and cease all feeling Burn now, what once was breathing Reach
out, and you may take my heart away ... Heart away
"Bleed Black"
Oh
I am exploring the inside, I find it desolate I do implore these confines, now, as they
penetrate, "recreate me" I'm hovering throughout time, I crumble in these days I crumble, I cannot, I cannot find reflection
in these days
(If you listen) Listen, listen (Listen close) Beat by beat (You can hear when the heart stops)
I saved the pieces (When it broke) And ground them all to dust
I am destroyed by the inside, I disassociate I
hope to destroy the outside, it will alleviate and elevate me Like water flowing into lungs, I'm flowing through these
days As morphine tears through deadened veins, I'm numbing in these days So...
(If you listen) Listen, listen (Listen
close) Beat by beat (You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces (When it broke) And ground them all to dust
I
know what died that night, it can never be brought back to life Once again, I know [x2]
I know I died
that night and I'll never be brought back to life Once again, I know [x2]
(If you listen) Listen, listen (Listen
close) Beat by beat (You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces (When it broke) And ground them all to dust So...
(If
you listen) Listen, listen (Listen close) It dies beat by beat (You can hear when the heart stops) I saved the pieces (When
it broke) And ground them all to dust
"Silver and Cold"
I... I came here by day, but I left here in darkness And found you, found you on the way And
now, it is silver and silent, it is silver and cold You, in somber resplendence, I hold
Your sins into me Oh,
my beautiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your
sins into me) Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one
Light, like the flutter of wings, feel your hollow voice rushing
into me As you're longing to sing So I... I will paint you in silver, I will wrap you in cold I will lift up your
voice as I sink
Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one, now Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes,
I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me
Cold in life's throws,
I'll fall asleep for you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn away Cold in life's throws, I'll fall asleep for
you Cold in life's throws, I only ask you turn As they seep... into me, oh, my beautiful one, now
Your sins into
me Oh, my beautiful one Your sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for
forgiveness (Your sins into me) Your sins into me... oh
Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one, now Your
sins into me As a rapturous voice escapes, I will tremble a prayer And I'll beg for forgiveness (Your sins into me)
Your sins into... (Your sins into me) Your sins into me Oh, my beautiful one
"Dancing Through Sunday"
Will you join me in this dance, this dance of misery Cradled in imposs... impossibility? Swooning,
I am swept away Swept off my feet, with step by step by step We take the lead as drop by drop, we start... to bleed
(Oh,
we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on (Oh, we dance in misery) All lost in the arms of our misery,
oh (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the
shadows
Will you lend yourself to beauty that will horrify? Let me hide within your black, the still inside your
eyes Deafened, caught within a cry So sensual, as step by step by step, I seperate As breath to breath, as I... suffocate
(Oh,
we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on (Oh, we dance in misery) All lost in the arms of our misery,
oh (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the
shadows
So who will follow? Who is the lead? I know I'll leave a stain, because I bleed As we dance, we all dance We
all... have no chance in this horrid romance
(Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on (Oh, we
dance in misery) All lost in the arms of our misery, oh (Oh, we dance in misery) And we dance on, and we dance on Swept
off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows Swept off our feet by our misery, we're swept into the shadows
"Girls Not Grey"
I'll lay me down tonight Much further down Swim in the calm tonight This art does drown
(What
follows) me as the whitest lace of light (Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued? (What follows) has lead me to
this place where I belong, with all erased What follows
All insects sing tonight The coldest sound I'd
send God's grace tonight Could it be found?
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light (Will swallow whole)
just begs to be imbrued? (What follows) has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased
I'll lay me
down tonight Much further down Watch stars go out tonight On sinking ground
I'll lay me down, I'll lay me
down
(What follows) me as the whitest lace of light (Will swallow whole) just begs to be imbrued? (What follows)
has lead me to this place where I belong, with all erased
What follows will swallow whole What follows will swallow
whole
"Death of Seasons"
Of late, it's harder just to go outside To leave this deadspace with hatred, so alive Writhing
with sickness, thrown into banality, I decay Killed by the weakness, but forced to return, turn it off
I watch the
stars as they fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now,
as they cry
Out there so quickly grows malignant tribes Posthuman extinction excels unrecognized Feeling surrounded,
so bored with mortality, I decay All of this hatred is fucking real, turn it on... yeah
I watch the stars as they
fall from the sky I held a fallen star and it wept for me, dying I feel the fallen stars encircle me now, as they cry
It
won't be all right despite what they say Just watch the stars tonight as they, as they disappear, disintegrate And I
disintegrate 'cause this hate is fucking real And I hope to shade the world as stars go out and I disintegrate
(It
won't be all right Despite what they say Just look to the sky As stars go out...)
"The Great Dissapointment"
I can remember a place I used to go Chrysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful I can
remember, I searched for the amaranth I'd shut my eyes... to see
Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones I
knew they would appear... saw not a single one Oh, how I smiled then, waiting so patiently I'd make a wish... and bleed
While
I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away
I can remember... dreamt them so vividly Soft creatures
draped in white, light kisses gracing me I can remember when I first realized Dreams were the only place to see them
While
I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting
away Faith was wasting away I was wasting away
I never, never wanted this I always wanted to believe I
never, never wanted this How could I have become? I never, never wanted this But from the start I'd been deceived I
never, never wanted this How could I have become?
I never, never wanted this I always wanted to believe I
never, never wanted this I never, never wanted this But from the start I'd been deceived I never, never wanted this
Inside
a crumbling effigy But you promised So dies all innocence But you promised me
While I waited I was wasting
away While I waited I was wasting away While I waited I was wasting away Hope was wasting away Faith was wasting
away I was wasting away
"Paper Airplanes (Makeshift Wings)"
Raise high monolithic statues so fragile as they fall I am ever enthralled Gaze, lie and smirk
in time, your arrogance will suit you well 'Til fashion is dispelled
As waves of plastic fame go out of fashion You're
going out, going out forever unknown These waves of plastic fame go out of fashion (These waves of plastic fame are
drying up and I smile) You're going out, going out forever unknown (Because you're dying to become forever unknown,
unkown)
From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look
up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn
Without habitation, you'll never find a soul inside No life,
but nothing's died No lights, but quite the show (Just as long as no one ever knows All motion is pantomime)
As
waves of plastic fame go out of fashion You're going out, going out forever unknown These waves of plastic fame go out
of fashion (These waves of plastic fame are drying up and I smile) You're going out, going out forever unknown (Because
you're dying to become forever unknown, unkown)
From above a rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever
will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky to see paper wings and watch them burn
Dancing in
the rain of descending ash Dancing on your grave, I'll see you all falling Dancing in the rain of descending ash Dancing
in your dust, I'll see you all falling I'd stop it, had you a heart I'd stop it, had you a heart
From above a
rain of ashes descends Anathema I will remain, forever will remain From below, in my seclusion Look up to the sky
to see paper wings and watch them burn
"The Celluloid Dream"
Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite And in the mirror, all midnight eyes Oh,
if I could remain, but it's just a visit All midnight eyes read "vacancy" Twisted, twisting
To the lovely dancing
lights, I begged, "May I cut in?" But they never stopped playing "their song" Of a joyous song they sing, I've heard
whispers On a freezing note, I resonate
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory,
it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me
You land as lightly as the
new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance,
I melt
In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet Praying this will never end In the shadow of a star, in
static pallor I realized I never began
Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory,
it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me
You land as lightly as the
new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance,
I melt
All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey (All
grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey)
upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey... grey...
You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto
the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance
You land as lightly
as the new snow, cinematic You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Bathed
in your radiance, I melt
"The Leaving Song"
Walked away, heard them say "Poison hearts will never change, walk away again" Turned away in
disgrace Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within
It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky When you're
staring at the cracks It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered
You... walked away, heard them say "Poisoned
hearts will never change, walk away again"
All the cracks they lead right to me And all the cracks will crawl right
through me All the cracks, they lead right to me And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart
As
I... walked away, heard them say "Poisoned hearts will never change" Walked away again Turned away in disgrace Felt
the chill upon my face cooling from within
"...But Home is Nowhere"
Twenty-six years and seems like I've just begun To understand my, my intimate is no one When
the director sold the show, who bought its last rites? They cut the cast, the music, and the lights
This is my line,
this is eternal How did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace,
marked as infernal Ungranted in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone
Twenty-six
years end, still speaking in these tongues Such revelations while understood by no one When the new actor stole the
show, who questioned his grace? Please clear the house of ill-aquired taste
This is my line, this is eternal How
did I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted
in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone
Give me something, give me something Give
me something, give me something Give me something, give me something real
I lay strewn across the floor, can't solve
this puzzle Everyday another small piece can't be found I lay strewn across the floor, pieced up in sorrow The pieces
are lost, these pieces don't fit Pieced together incomplete and empty
This is my line, this is eternal How did
I ever end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted
in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone
This is my line, this is eternal How
did I end up here? Discarnate, preternatural My prayers to disappear Absent of grace, marked as infernal Ungranted
in dead time left me disowned To this nature, so unnatural I remain alone
"This Time Imperfect [Hidden Track]"
[Spoken] We held hands on the last night on earth. Our mouths filled with dust, we kissed
in the fields and under trees, screaming like dogs, bleeding dark into the leaves. It was empty on the edge of town but we
knew everyone floated along the bottom of the river. So we walked through the waste where the road curved into the sea and
the shattered seasons lay, and the bitter smell of burning was on you like a disease. In our cancer of passion you said, "Death
is a midnight runner." The sky had come crashing down like the news of an intimate suicide. We picked up the shards and formed
them into shapes of stars that wore like an antique wedding dress. The echoes of the past broke the hearts of the unborn as
the ferris wheel silently slowed to a stop. The few insects skittered away in hopes of a better pastime. I kissed you at the
apex of the maelstrom and asked if you would accompany me in a quick fall, but you made me realize that my ticket wasn't good
for two. I rode alone. You said, "The cinders are falling like snow." There is poetry in despair, and we sang with unrivaled
beauty, bitter elegies of savagery and eloquence. Of blue and grey. Strange, we ran down desperate streets and carved our
names in the flesh of the city. The sun has stagnated somewhere beyond the rim of the horizon and the darkness is a mystery
of curves and lines. Still, we lay under the emptiness and drifted slowly outward, and somewhere in the wilderness we found
salvation scratched into the earth like a message.
I cannot leave here, I cannot stay Forever haunted, more
than afraid Asphyxiate on words I would say I'm drawn to a blackened sky as I turn blue
There are no flowers,
no, not this time There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find I'd show a smile but I'm
too weak I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
I cannot stay here, I cannot leave Just
like all I loved, I'm make believe Imagined heart, I disappear Seems... no one will appear here and make me real
There
are no flowers, no, not this time There will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find I'd show
a smile but I'm too weak I'd share with you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me
I'd tell you how it
haunts me I'd tell you how it haunts me Cuts through my day and sinks into my dreams I'd tell you how it haunts me Cuts
through my day and sinks into my dreams You don't care that it haunts me
There are no flowers, no, not this time There
will be no angels gracing the lines, just these stark words I find I'd show a smile but I'm too weak I'd share with
you, could I only speak, just how much this hurts me Just how much this hurts me Just how much you...
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